Speaking of an interesting day, the last 24 hours has been a scene
from a show I would entitled "Seriously".
After speaking of my wonderful mother (My Mimi)
from my last post, life decided to throw a curve ball and so I had to go into
the world of "FIGHTING
BACK"..! Life for some reason has decided to park right there for
the last couple of months. I don't want to be negative but I was
going to say my entire life! LOL...
(Just to note: Mimi is what I call my
mother. Long story I will explain it later!!)
My best friend and one of my
inspirations (My Mimi) was dealing with a serious issue that caused for medical
attention. I knew the issue was serious because I could see the pain in her
eyes and how powerful the tears were falling from her face. My instincts
immediately told me get her to the doctor ASAP!!! So I rolled up my selves put
on my Sword and Shield and prepared myself for war because I knew this was
about to be a fight. For those of you that are spiritually inclined understand
exactly what I am talking about!
Instincts begin to kick in and
I automatically knew my role. At this very moment I knew, that the bond
that I share with my mother is created by God. It kind of scared me because I
was able to be her mouth piece. Most people are not blessed to say that. Once I
began to see the depth of our relationship my heart begins to Thank
God because when no one else is there or wants to put up with my constant
jabber about nothing she is there. Her role is my life is CONSTANT....It is better
than the greatest insurance policy!
Of course I am certain that God is there
no matter what but in human form my mother stands by myself NO MATTER WHAT!!!!
This is the greatest gift God could have ever given me and I would be a
complete idiot not to acknowledge it. If I don't thank God
for anything else it would be, I thank him for giving me her DNA...I sat there
in the ER and tried to comprehend all of this and it completely blew my
mind...Don't mean to sound like a broken record but I am SO BLESSED!!! To me
that is some serious love for heaven above!
For those of you that don't understand
that kind of love the best way I can describe it would be having
complete confidence in the car you drive or the chair you sit in at work.
You don't have to question whether or not the car will start; you get
up walk out the door and know that it will start. It is the same concept with
the chair you seat in at work you know before you get there this chair will
hold me. You didn't stay up all night praying "Please Lord let
my chair at work hold me". Having confidence does not bring doubt or
ponder, as a matter of fact it does not even come to your mind you just know
that the love is there. Real simple right! I don't have to wonder
will my mother love me today. I just know she does. WOW!! How cool is that?
So, word of advice try to see if you can
identify this kind of love with any one in your life? Love is all around so
embrace it and hold on to it! For me LOVE is CONSTANT!!
Till next time!!
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