The World of Recovery!!!!

Oh how I've missed the blog life unfortunately I am not 100 percent but I am close. Being under heavy narcotics all the time is scary, because sometimes I don't remember what my day was like. NOT GOOD!! I wanted to share some pics...

Bonita the Bear

My prayer warrior!!! She held it down for me while I was in the hospital! 

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The morning of surgery I was so tired I could hardly see straight. All I wanted to do was get some Zzzz! 

The wonderful view I had!! This along with Hydro-morphine actually helped me to sleep every night. 

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The thorn finally removed!

So I have been running around like a crazy person for the last several days trying to make sure everything is in order. Along with making my family bananas  One of my good friends asked was a I anal and now that I review how I conduct my life YES...I am! I try very hard to do it in a diplomatic way so that I will not drive the people around me insane. I have noticed that, I do not care what is going on around me I live off of preparation. Doing things in a haphazard way is just not healthy to me. Living like that everyday would drive me MAD. Just thinking about it makes my pressure rise. Where I live and rest my head must be in order if not we are going to have problems. (WHEW...Take a deep breath!)

As we know, admitting that you have a problem is the first step to recovery I am still working on the fact that I might be a little OCD or have the tendencies of it.

On a cheerful update!!Tomorrow morning I will be heading to Prentice Women Hospital to have this thorn that has been plaguing me for the last several years removed. Reality has struck and it is finally happening...Just three words...THANK YOU JESUS!! Carrying around something that you were not born with that is causing you pain and extreme discomfort is no joy ride. The only way to describe this calamity is straight from Satan himself.  But victory is the end result of this drama.

Leading up to this day has been so much preparation, discipline, sacrifice, and commitment. None of those words sound appealing and exciting. Well NEWS FLASH....IT IS NOT!!! That is why I always say you cannot judge what you see because you have no idea what he or she had to do to get to that point. We might see them all glamed up, smiling and all that jazz, not knowing that they just took an international tour through hell. I always say that the price is high and unfortunately you do not get any change back! It is an expensive bill! However, I am still happy for this very moment and every moment after that!

Be grateful for every moment!! 

Till Next Time!

"I am happy I am healthy I am made whole" - TricaB

The World of Preparation & Transition

I would title this part of my life as the WORLD of preparation and transition. Preparation is a process... Preparation is also a transition which in my opinion leads to happiness among other things. This might sound cheesy but I wake up every morning so darn happy and it is not because of another human being or a particular situation. So, I am preparing for another chapter in my life and in the next few days my life will change forever! My excitement is immeasurable! I am sure the questions are jumping around wondering: What, Who, Why and How? But I promise to share....
However, I want to note that my whole life God has been preparing me for this moment. Now I understand why I have had to fight so hard to keep my happiness and take ownership of it. This of course sounds like an after school special but I am so "happy for this moment". I can proudly say that I am a proud owner of PERMANENT Happiness... This Permanent happiness did not take place over night it was a process that has groomed me to be the woman that I am today. I am going to be off the scene for a while but I will be documenting ever moment.

Till Next Time!!