So I have been running around like a crazy person for the last
several days trying to make sure everything is in order. Along with making my
family bananas One of my good friends asked was a I anal and now
that I review how I conduct my life YES...I am! I try very hard to do it in a
diplomatic way so that I will not drive the people around me insane. I have
noticed that, I do not care what is going on around me I live off of preparation.
Doing things in a haphazard way is just not healthy to me. Living
like that everyday would drive me MAD. Just thinking about it makes my pressure
rise. Where I live and rest my head must be in order if not we are going to
have problems. (WHEW...Take a deep breath!)
As we know, admitting that you have a problem is the first step to
recovery I am still working on the fact that I might be a little OCD or have
the tendencies of it.
On a cheerful update!!Tomorrow morning I will be heading to Prentice
Women Hospital to have this thorn that has been plaguing me for the
last several years removed. Reality has struck and it is finally
happening...Just three words...THANK YOU JESUS!! Carrying around something that
you were not born with that is causing you pain and extreme discomfort is no
joy ride. The only way to describe this calamity is straight
from Satan himself. But victory is the end result of this
drama.
Leading up to this day has been so much preparation,
discipline, sacrifice, and commitment. None of those words sound
appealing and exciting. Well NEWS FLASH....IT IS NOT!!! That is why I always
say you cannot judge what you see because you have no idea what he or she had
to do to get to that point. We might see them all glamed up, smiling and all
that jazz, not knowing that they just took an international tour through hell.
I always say that the price is high and unfortunately you do not get
any change back! It is an expensive bill! However, I am still happy for this
very moment and every moment after that!
Be grateful for every moment!!
Till Next Time!
"I am happy I am healthy I am made whole" - TricaB
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