My feelings right now
are indescribable! Yesterday I had the privilege of celebrating
another year of life, 34 years young to be exact. No matter what the challenges
have been it has been a GOOD life and I am just getting started! At first I was
a little flipped out about my birthday but I had to be reminded of how SPECIAL
it is. Life teaches you how to appreciate what you have only if you realize it.
Sickness and other things were trying to settle into my life but I was not
HAVING IT!
Many days I would wake
up in SOOO much pain and discomfort I didn’t think I was going to make it. This
might sound a little dramatic but I thought I was going to DIE. (LIKE
SERIOUSLY!) There wasn’t enough pain
medicine in the world that could relieve the pain I was in. But I held on to
the word of God because that was my source for complete healing. Was it hard?
HECK YES IT was HARD!!! But GOD…
All of those things
were set in place for me to be a blessing to someone else. When people look at
me they only see the end results but there is a story behind my smile. I smile
because God has given me another opportunity to inspire and motivate others. It
might sound cheesy or even churchy but I smile because God did something on the
inside as well as the outside. No man or woman could have done that for me. I
love me some JESUS!! (Excuse the Ebonics)
It is a decision I made
a long time ago to ALLOW GOD to be the Center of my world. If you make him the
center of your world then you will attract GREAT things in your life. Your
spirit will transport great things/people INTO your life. Believe me on this one! God has been loyal and
faithful to me so it should be a no brainer for me to give him that in return.
Is it really that easy? You might say to yourself. NO it is not. This comes with much sacrifice and dying to self daily. To be completely transparent, many of days I don’t want to be bothered with Nobody, Nothing and No one! I am like PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!! (Don’t judge me y’all I am a work in progress)
“Trica you can’t be like that, you are in
Ministry and people are looking at you so get it together and get over yourself”!! I am always putting
myself in check. But I will say the rewards for obedience are AWESOME!! I obey
because I love God.
(Another reason why I am smiling)
Let me just encourage all
of you to “Keep” your Smile. You’re only just passing through the test;it is
not a permanent residence. I heard Bishop Willie James Campbell say: “God never gives you a fight you can’t win.”
*Special
thanks to my wonderful family and friends for making this past weekend an
unforgettable weekend! There was a special “Request” that I wanted from God and
he answered it on my Birthday! God cares just that much for me and he cares
that much for you too!! W O W… There
are no words….Beside blessing me with great health and a sound mind the gift I received
was by far the BEST
Birthday
Gift a girl could ever receive. (I
am pretty sure you want to know what it is but I’m not telling haha!J) I am STILL on cloud nine and I plan on being
like this for a LONG WHILE…. *
Peace and Blessings to
all of you!!
Just Keep on Smiling!!
Till Next Time!
TricaB
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